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[burnyoudown]

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[burnyoudown]

[God. Fuck. This wasn't how Kavinsky would have expected a conversation with Ronan to go, not after he'd ditched him in the dream field. He was in the middle of typing a reply, again, when his phone started ringing instead. He picked up. Of course, he picked up.

The sound of Ronan's voice did things to him, when he was so clearly affected. It sent a little shiver up Kavinsky's spine, tingled across the back of his neck.]

I want to be your boyfriend. I want to hold your hand [He knew that was cheesy, but he couldn't help it.] and kiss you and just- I want you.

[His tone sounded like he half expected Ronan to laugh at him. He was a touch guarded, but no less honest.]

[threesecrets]

I've never dated anyone before. I've never even kissed another boy. Or fucking-- anyone. But I think... I wanna try. If it's you.

[Part of Ronan is actually glad that they're doing this over the phone, because it means that Kavinsky can't see him blushing like the awkward mess that he is. Because god, but he wants to kiss Kavinsky, and it makes his heart skip in his chest that after all of this the other boy still wants to give him a chance, still wants him and wants to be his boyfriend, when all Ronan's done up to now is try to push him away, keep him at arms' length.

It seemed almost ludicrous that there was someone reckless enough to want to date Ronan Lynch of all people. But here he was, just-- wanting him anyway.]

I'd like that. All of it. I wanna... I wanna kiss you, and I wanna hold your hand and all that stupid shit.

[Ronan calls it stupid shit, but at the same time his tone says that he doesn't think that it's stupid at all. It's all heat and longing, an ache he doesn't quite know how to say.]

[burnyoudown]

[If it's you. That made him feel warm and special. Which really was saying something after how Ronan had made him feel before, ditching him in the dream field like he had. But he'd apologized and Kavinsky had forgiven him.

Fuck, but they were both hopeless losers deep down, weren't they? Ronan, who'd somehow never dated anyone or even kissed someone, and who wanted to hold hands with K. Kavinsky, who'd also...never really dated anyone before, but at least he'd kissed guys, had sex. He also wanted to hold Ronan's hand and walk him to class (when classes were back) and all of that ridiculous, mushy stuff.

And yet Kavinsky found the whole situation endearing. He didn't care if he was a loser, and he wasn't sure he thought Ronan was one, either.]

Then I'm yours. Are you at Monmouth? Is Gansey there? I could bring pizza over if he's not.

[He knew he had some party preparation to do, a few stray details to iron out, but he could do that later. Everything wouldn't implode if he delayed things for a little while.]

Or we could go to Nino's or just- whatever, you know?

[threesecrets]

How about Nino's? Gansey isn't here right now, but you know that if I invite you over he'll walk in the first time I get to kiss you or something, and fuck that.

[There's a slight pause, and when Ronan speaks again you can almost hear the smile in his voice.]

But, if you want to.. you can come pick me up. You know, if it's a date.

[It was a stupid detail, especially since there was a white Mitsubishi sitting in Monmouth's parking lot already. But it seemed-- he didn't know. Different. More intimate, somehow. Like that first drive after he'd wrecked the Camaro, except where Ronan was no longer fighting his feelings, fighting himself. Whether he loved it or hated it was no longer a question. It was just truth, just the erratic beat of his heart against his ribs, just Ronan offering to put himself in Kavinsky's hands for a while, with affection rather than venom.]

I'd like that.

[burnyoudown]

[He could've made a joke about Gansey. He really could have. Something about not being afraid to punch Dick in the dick. But he held off, if only because Ronan said if it's a date. The idea made him feel lightweight, almost like he was floating for a moment. As if he hadn't literally just asked Ronan out and the other boy hadn't just agreed.

But also, he liked the idea of making out in his car more than he did kissing in Monmouth, though...he would've liked to be able to come over without worrying about Gansey. He'd like to be alone in Ronan's room with him. He knew full well where Ronan lived, but he'd never actually been inside Monmouth.]

Yeah, okay. It can be our first date.

[Kavinsky's first proper date, maybe even.]

We could- fuck, I dunno. Go for a drive after or go to my place. If you wanted.

[He knew his place wasn't exactly ideal either since he lived with his mother, but she was easier to dodge than Gansey.]