[Ronan stays quiet at first, more than a little tense when Adam says that he doesn't know- but the last thing that he wants to do is to push. Surprisingly, it's Kavinsky who almost seems to try and reassure him. He's grateful for it, since at the moment Ronan hardly has the words to even try and express how he feels about all of this. And he knows that it would be easy for him to use this to put distance between Ronan and Adam, and he isn't.

He still struggles a little bit when Adam asks him what he wants. But he takes a breath, and looks at the other boy. Looks at him like he wants him, like he's not hiding it- even if he's never been particularly good at it.]

I want- all of it. It just felt.. selfish and greedy, and I didn't know if I was allowed to want it. But I want more than kissing. I want to watch you when you're studying and make you laugh and- I dunno, man. All of it.

[He wants to care about him, to keep him safe... to go see a movie he doesn't actually care about just for the opportunity to make out in a dark theater. He wants to be someone that Adam can let himself trust. He frowns and scuffs his one of his boots into the gravel, awkward and a little uncertain, his face still flushed.

Ronan meets Adam's eyes, and then looks at Kavinsky- like he can say in a look that he wants that with him, too. Checking to make sure that this is okay, that he isn't saying the wrong fucking thing. Part of why he hadn't said anything, hadn't kissed him, hadn't tried was that he was scared he'd fuck it up.

He thought that both boys were easy to want, even if they both hid it. Kavinsky behind sharp edges and Adam with invisibility. But once you really looked, you were fucked. Or at least Ronan was.]