[Ronan's gesture was so gentle, his touch so soft, that a sob heaved in Kavinsky's chest for a moment. Swallowing it down, he smiled when Ronan grinned, and then they were kissing. Kavinsky felt lightheaded and weightless for a few heartbeats.
Then, he pressed closer, pushing himself flush against Ronan, kissing him like his life depended on it. Maybe his life had, once upon a time, but this was different. Things were- they were going to be better now. He was going to be better now. He had his whole life ahead of him--again--and he didn't want to waste this opportunity. He just- he wanted Ronan, so badly.
Someone probably would've expected Kavinsky to be the one to initiate ass groping, but surprisingly, he was keeping his hands above the waist on Ronan's back. It wasn't because he didn't want him, because fuck did he ache for Ronan, but- he was trying to be- something. He couldn't put it into words. Luckily, no one was asking him to.
He wanted this, he wanted Ronan, he wanted- he wanted to see Prokopenko. He wanted to see his boys. He didn't know how he was going to begin to explain things to them, but he wanted to believe they would welcome him back.
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Then, he pressed closer, pushing himself flush against Ronan, kissing him like his life depended on it. Maybe his life had, once upon a time, but this was different. Things were- they were going to be better now. He was going to be better now. He had his whole life ahead of him--again--and he didn't want to waste this opportunity. He just- he wanted Ronan, so badly.
Someone probably would've expected Kavinsky to be the one to initiate ass groping, but surprisingly, he was keeping his hands above the waist on Ronan's back. It wasn't because he didn't want him, because fuck did he ache for Ronan, but- he was trying to be- something. He couldn't put it into words. Luckily, no one was asking him to.
He wanted this, he wanted Ronan, he wanted- he wanted to see Prokopenko. He wanted to see his boys. He didn't know how he was going to begin to explain things to them, but he wanted to believe they would welcome him back.
And yet he couldn't pull away from Ronan.]