[It takes a moment, because this isn't easy for Ronan, but then there's the little bubbles indicating that he's typing. Which means that he's trying at least. It feels like stripping himself bare and waiting until after to see if K is going to strangle him with his own vulnerability. But he also feels a little bit like he deserves it.]
the part where i said it was never you and me the part where i acted like it was ridiculous that you might think it could be the part where i treated you like you were stupid for wanting it just fucking all of it
[There's a pause, this one long enough that Kavinsky's started typing back, but then Ronan adds:]
i like you
[He manages to repress the urge to throw it across the room, but he does shove it under his pillow and then shove his face into the pillow until he hears it ping. He just- he can't cope with the tension, with the ache, with knowing he doesn't deserve kindness.]
no subject
the part where i said it was never you and me
the part where i acted like it was ridiculous that you might think it could be
the part where i treated you like you were stupid for wanting it
just
fucking all of it
[There's a pause, this one long enough that Kavinsky's started typing back, but then Ronan adds:]
i like you
[He manages to repress the urge to throw it across the room, but he does shove it under his pillow and then shove his face into the pillow until he hears it ping. He just- he can't cope with the tension, with the ache, with knowing he doesn't deserve kindness.]