[He was genuinely touched that Adam trusted him. Other people might say it was stupid to trust Kavinsky, but he wasn't really that bad--was he? He knew he was a monster, but even monsters had redeeming qualities. Sometimes.
Listening quietly to what Adam had to say, he held him close and pressed a kiss to his head. Kavinsky was a smart guy. He could put the pieces together. But he also didn't want to make an assumption about what Adam was saying. It sounded like he was willing to share Kavinsky with Ronan--but he didn't want to assume. It wasn't even about getting his hopes up- because as much as he wanted to kiss Ronan, he could live without it. Adam was enough for him, an equal, a boy whose feet Kavinsky wanted to worship at. It wasn't a feeling he usually had.]
So...are you saying I could kiss Ronan?
[He figured he'd start small, see if he was right or not, and build up depending on Adam's response. He wouldn't have imagined they'd be having this kind of conversation but- maybe it was good that they were. For all he knew, nothing would ever come of it, but sometimes it was good to know where you stood with certain things.]
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[He was genuinely touched that Adam trusted him. Other people might say it was stupid to trust Kavinsky, but he wasn't really that bad--was he? He knew he was a monster, but even monsters had redeeming qualities. Sometimes.
Listening quietly to what Adam had to say, he held him close and pressed a kiss to his head. Kavinsky was a smart guy. He could put the pieces together. But he also didn't want to make an assumption about what Adam was saying. It sounded like he was willing to share Kavinsky with Ronan--but he didn't want to assume. It wasn't even about getting his hopes up- because as much as he wanted to kiss Ronan, he could live without it. Adam was enough for him, an equal, a boy whose feet Kavinsky wanted to worship at. It wasn't a feeling he usually had.]
So...are you saying I could kiss Ronan?
[He figured he'd start small, see if he was right or not, and build up depending on Adam's response. He wouldn't have imagined they'd be having this kind of conversation but- maybe it was good that they were. For all he knew, nothing would ever come of it, but sometimes it was good to know where you stood with certain things.]
No matter what, you're not going to lose me.
[Not unless Adam broke up with him or something.]