[Kavinsky says okay and it spikes warmth through his veins. Because whatever he'd been expecting-- it wasn't acceptance, wasn't the way that the other boy says it as if it's something that he'd willing to give him, and his heart lurches in his chest. He hugs him just a little bit closer, brushes his cheek against him just for the contact, the warmth of his body against him, even if it is a dream. Adam was desperate for it too, if he was honest. It was how things had started with Skov and Swan, really.
He'd just been so glad that someone wanted to touch him like this.
So no, he doesn't judge Kavinsky for it. Not when he understands it so well himself. He does, however, flush at that request. Because Kavinsky might not mean it as an innuendo, but it definitely sounds like one. But it sounds like more than one, too. Adam's breath catches and he stumbles a bit when he tries to figure out how to say it.]
I-- yeah. Okay. I'd like that.
[He knew he'd have to talk to Skov and Swan about things, but he figured that could wait until morning. He wanted to cuddle with Kavinsky, he wanted to talk so that it felt real, like this was really something that he got to have, that he could wind himself up in the other boy and maybe- help ease his nightmares. He didn't know for sure, but he wanted to hug him, he wanted to be something good for him.]
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He'd just been so glad that someone wanted to touch him like this.
So no, he doesn't judge Kavinsky for it. Not when he understands it so well himself. He does, however, flush at that request. Because Kavinsky might not mean it as an innuendo, but it definitely sounds like one. But it sounds like more than one, too. Adam's breath catches and he stumbles a bit when he tries to figure out how to say it.]
I-- yeah. Okay. I'd like that.
[He knew he'd have to talk to Skov and Swan about things, but he figured that could wait until morning. He wanted to cuddle with Kavinsky, he wanted to talk so that it felt real, like this was really something that he got to have, that he could wind himself up in the other boy and maybe- help ease his nightmares. He didn't know for sure, but he wanted to hug him, he wanted to be something good for him.]