[Kavinsky was greedy, too. He always had been; there was so much he'd never been able to have. No one would suspect it, probably. Most people thought he was the kind of guy who had whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted, but he lacked things where it really mattered. He lacked love, specifically feeling loved. So the idea that Ronan was in love with him and wanted him and that Kavinsky got to have this- it almost felt too good to be true, like he was going to wake up and this was all a dream.
He rested his unoccupied hand on Ronan's shoulder and leaned in to kiss him. It was soft, not shy or hesitant just- sweeter than someone would probably think he was capable of. It was their first kiss and while he knew the spiel about how first kisses should be special he also knew it wasn't like either of them hadn't kissed someone else before this. But still- the hungry, devouring kisses could come later. It seemed like there was going to be plenty of time.
He hoped Ronan hadn't expected him to say no to this or be unsure. Though Kavinsky was very capable of being jealous (it was the primary reason he'd taunted Ronan about Gansey so much, before), he knew enough about Adam that being jealous of him would feel sort of wrong.]
You know...reality might be better than dreams.
[At least, where Ronan was concerned and being able to kiss him.]
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He rested his unoccupied hand on Ronan's shoulder and leaned in to kiss him. It was soft, not shy or hesitant just- sweeter than someone would probably think he was capable of. It was their first kiss and while he knew the spiel about how first kisses should be special he also knew it wasn't like either of them hadn't kissed someone else before this. But still- the hungry, devouring kisses could come later. It seemed like there was going to be plenty of time.
He hoped Ronan hadn't expected him to say no to this or be unsure. Though Kavinsky was very capable of being jealous (it was the primary reason he'd taunted Ronan about Gansey so much, before), he knew enough about Adam that being jealous of him would feel sort of wrong.]
You know...reality might be better than dreams.
[At least, where Ronan was concerned and being able to kiss him.]