[The truth was, Kavinsky might have played it off cool but emotions ate him alive every day of his life. Outwardly, he was indifferent but inwardly he cared more about his boys, about Ronan, than he was likely to admit. Which wasn't to say that he wasn't capable of engaging in casual sex without catching feelings, because he was, but it was different when it was his pack. Or Ronan. It was always different when it was Ronan and there was no way he could genuinely be casual about anything no matter how flippant he came across.
He took a few breaths to steady himself- not just because he was worked up over the fact that he had his hands and mouth on the other dreamer but because Ronan was going to be spending the night. It sounded stupid put like that but it was- it was very far from stupid. Maybe having Ronan spend the night would help Kavinsky get a foot in the door, so to speak. If Ronan gave him a chance, a real chance, maybe- maybe they could be something. The mere idea was enough to have his stomach in something of a knot. Him, the boy nobody would suspect of being nervous about anything.
Coming back to the moment at hand after a second too long, he made a thoughtful noise, almost a hum, he started steadily jerking Ronan off while sucking on the head of his cock. He briefly thought about pulling back to tell Ronan he could pull on his hair or whatever tickled his fancy, but decided it wasn't worth it. He didn't want to stop what he was doing right now, not any part of it.]
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He took a few breaths to steady himself- not just because he was worked up over the fact that he had his hands and mouth on the other dreamer but because Ronan was going to be spending the night. It sounded stupid put like that but it was- it was very far from stupid. Maybe having Ronan spend the night would help Kavinsky get a foot in the door, so to speak. If Ronan gave him a chance, a real chance, maybe- maybe they could be something. The mere idea was enough to have his stomach in something of a knot. Him, the boy nobody would suspect of being nervous about anything.
Coming back to the moment at hand after a second too long, he made a thoughtful noise, almost a hum, he started steadily jerking Ronan off while sucking on the head of his cock. He briefly thought about pulling back to tell Ronan he could pull on his hair or whatever tickled his fancy, but decided it wasn't worth it. He didn't want to stop what he was doing right now, not any part of it.]